[Translation] Oz to Himitsu no Ai Vol.6 Airu Disk 2

Hello,
Disk 2 of Airu's CD is up!
Man, I cry way too much when I listen to this orz (Please prepare a box of tissues when listening XD Idk maybe not, maybe it's just me who cries a lot.......)
I hope you enjoy and, as always, feel free to share but pleeeease credit me!! Keep in mind that this translation is not 100% accurate and if you find any mistakes, I'll be grateful if you could tell me! Enjoy :)

Oz to Himitsu no Ai Vol.6 Airu Disk 2
Seiyuu: Miyano Mamoru

TRACK 7

It’s me, I’m entering. Were you awake? Since I couldn’t see you, I thought you were still sleeping. What were you doing? Nothing? Then you should’ve left the room. Isn’t it boring here? Ah, you still don’t know what to do. There’s no need to be reserved, you can go wherever and do whatever you want. Although you can’t leave the castle, is there anywhere you want to go or do? Or anything to eat? You don’t need to refuse that much. There must be something.

[1:06]

You see, even if you can’t remember, I’m your brother. You, as the sister, have the right to be spoiled. Also, you used to be very selfish. Whenever I was busy, you’d always ask me to play with you or pick you up. Even if you can’t remember, I remember everything. So it’s the truth. We were like that when young. So I’m use to your selfishness. Hence, ask for anything. Hm, what is it? Ah, are you hungry? Sure, what do you want to eat? You can’t say anything. Something sweet...? Since there’re strawberries, should we eat pie? Didn’t you use to like it? When we were young, our mother made it for us often. Even if you can’t remember, your sense of taste still might. Well, we’ll know once we eat.

[2:39]

Hm? Ah, it is true that I can make it by magic, but this time I’ll make it myself. Because I promised you. You’ll help? Ah, it’s not that you’re not allowed to but… Ah, then let’s make it together! Then, I’ll be at ease as well. Let’s do it. Okay now let’s go.

[3:23]

Yes, it’s fine to cut it in half.  Since the strawberries are for toppings, it’ll be easy to eat. Also…. You’ve grown to use a knife now. I know, but there was a 10 year gap. To me, you’re still a child. Back then you were very uneasy so I had to keep an eye on you. Because of that I and mom were troubled a lot whenever you said that you’ll help. So whenever you used the knife, I’d hold your hand like this and we’d cut it together. Can you not remember this as well? At that time you were very small, but that hasn’t changed that much even now. Aha, although I’ve also grown. Huh? Oh, sorry. Did you not like it? I see. You’re fine by yourself now. After you’ve finished bring it here. Once the dough has baked, you can arrange them and it’ll be done.

[5:04]

Mm, I relied only on my memories, but I wonder if they’re good. Ah, it smells good, right? If we cut it, it’ll smell better. Wait a second, I’ll cut it now. Here, give me your plate. I’ll specially give you the biggest one. Since it was our family’s unspoken rule to always give you the biggest piece. Hahaha, it’s not like you ate a lot. It’s simply because me and mom wanted to see your happy face. However, you couldn’t always finish it, so I ate the leftovers. Ah, how nostalgic. Now, let’s eat. Thank you for the food.

[6:26]

Mm, the taste isn’t bad. It’s about the same as the ones we used to eat at home. Hahaha, is it that delicious to widen your eyes like that? As expected, your sense of taste hasn't changed. I'm glad I fulfilled my promise. Ah, when our parents passed away, I told you who was crying that I'll make stew and strawberry pies from now on so don't cry. However, after that we got put in the orphanage so I couldn't fulfil it. Although it's pretty late, I'm glad I got to keep the promise. Is it delicious? Really? Eat as much as you want.

[7:46]

He treated you nicely as if he was a different person. As you spent your days there, you started to accept his change but you couldn't remember the fact that you had a brother no matter what. Despite that, you received mysterious feelings from him. That feeling was heart-warming and also something that felt nostalgic.

TRACK 8

It's fine to enter. Ah, come next to me. What's the matter, is there something you need? Hm, me? I was just reading. Mm it's nothing special, you wouldn't understand even if you read it. Hahaha. Nothing, it just reminded me of something. Even when you were young, you'd persistently ask what I was reading. The more we spend time, the more I realise that you haven't changed. You're still the same pure child as back then. Mm, do you want to read something as well? I don't mind since there're so many books. You can choose whatever you like from that bookshelf.

[1:28]

Wait! Don't read this book, choose something else. It's too early for you. When you become an adult you can read it. In my eyes you're still a child. No matter how old you are, as my little sister, you'll forever be a child in my eyes. Anyway, the reason why you came and you wanted to read is because you were bored, right? Mm you can't hide it from me. When it comes to you I know everything. It can't be helped, then I'll prepare something for you to kill time.

[2:23]

They’re silver shoes. Didn't you want one since a child? Because you liked the Wizard of Oz, you always wished that you had shoes that would take you anywhere in an instant. Just because it suddenly appeared, is it that surprising? I can easily do this with magic. More importantly try it on. Don't refuse, it's also because I want you to. Since I couldn't buy anything for you at the orphanage. I could only give you food and clothes that were around us. I've always thought that when I become an adult, I'd buy you anything that you'd want. Before that happened we separated so eventually I couldn't buy you anything. Anyway, try it on. There's nothing wrong with just wearing it.

[3:35]

Did you wear it? Then try standing up. What's the matter? Mm heels? Ah I see, you're not used to high heels. Then lend me your hand, I'll support you. Even if you wobble, I'll hold you so don't worry and stand up. Okay, put some strength in your legs. If it's tiring you can lean on me. Hahaha, your movements suddenly became clumsy. I know, there's no one who's perfect from the start... Ah nothing. Anyway how does it feel wearing it? Ahaha, ever since you wore them you're wobbling a lot. If you stay like that it seems you'll hurt your feet. I think it's best if you take them off now. Don't worry, when you become an adult you'll definitely...

[5:08]

Uh hey! Are you alright? Your balance is focused to the back, if you unnecessary move like that, it's easy to trip. Ahhh, just stay like that, it'd be easier if I just took it off for you. Well, this shows that this was too early for you. Here, you can stand up now. I'll lend you a book you want, so let's return to your room now. Should we just sleep like this today? I want to see your sleeping face since it’s been a while. Why can't you sleep? I'm just watching. I won't interfere. Then I'll cast a spell so you can sleep well, you'll not see any bad dreams and only see happy dreams.

[6:25]

Finally..! Finally... I've defeated the devil! With this we can finally be saved...! Hahaha...Hahaha...! HAHAHA...! We cannot forget the unwanted, then we can only exterminate the unwanted! The memories, the remembrances... Everything should burn!! Burn..! Burn...! Burn!! Without leaving a thing!! As a brother, I've finally done something to save you... Isn't that right? I've finally killed that man and I'll be able to see you again....

[7:53]

Ugh..! Ha...ha…ha... A dream?! Ha…ha... You...? Ha.... Ha.... I ended up asleep as well.... Ha.... I just saw a bad dream.... You don't need to worry. Yes it's just a bad dream... At that time? Ah, you mean when you first came to this castle? Yes, that day I also dreamt the same thing. I dream it almost every night. A dream about you...

[9:25]

But you're here... In front of my eyes but why do I keep dreaming that? I'm fine as long as you're here, I don't care about this world or what's happening in the outside world... I don't care. If you're here, then anywhere is fine. If I can be with you in this world, then this world is heaven to me. You just need to be here. Even this world has painful and sad incidents but whatever happens I'll protect you. Forever let's live in this world. Forever and ever, let's stay here. Isn't that fine...?

[10:59]

Do you mean that you don't want to live in this world? Or is it that you don't want to be with me? Key? Do you want to go beyond that door that much? Why? Why do you wish to go ahead to such extent? You don't know what's ahead that door, right? It's not certain that something good will be there. Yet why are you so persistent? You might regret opening that door, but do you still want to open it? No matter what awaits?

[12:13]

I understand. You’ve always been like that since you were young – brave, straightforward and always looking forward. I was saved by you because of that; on the other hand, I was pained. If you were rather despaired and sought for my help, I would’ve protected you no matter what. However, you didn’t. You never once said ‘help me’. That’s why I understand that whatever I say can’t stop you. And I know too well that once a person sins, the sin never disappears. No matter what I do or how I try to return to the past, I cannot be the idealistic brother you wish me to be. No, I could never be the idealistic brother in the first place. It’s not a surprise that a brother, who knew all his sister’s pain yet only watched from behind, was forgotten by his sister. I need a little bit of breeze. I’m sorry that I woke you up.

TRACK 9

What is it? Did you come as well? Don’t stay there and come here. Tonight the wind is strong, isn’t it cold? Don’t lie, didn’t I say that I already know everything about you. Here, come. Warm….you who is here is… Does it feel awkward? Back then, you would hug me first. Even if I told you to stop, you didn’t listen. You would pout when I said that you’re bothering me reading. Eventually, I’d loose and it’d take me a day to finish a short book. I wonder why I keep on remembering this.

[1:29]

I’m jealous of you who forgot everything. Not only you but also of everyone else here. I see, in your perspective you’re struggling. However, there are some things that are better unknown. I’ve been in pain because of something I couldn’t forget. I wanted to forget it so bad yet it would always stay in my head. Even if I didn’t try to remember, I would automatically be reminded about it when I close my eyes. I even see it in my dreams. It felt like I was being scolded ‘Don’t forget it, if you forget it then you’ll be unforgiven’…. Morning, evening, night and every single day… I didn’t want you to remember. It’s fine for just me to be in pain. You can just forget everything and be happy.

[3:08]

Do you really want to remember it? Can you really be certain that you wouldn’t regret knowing everything? I see, so you prefer to remember everything and go forward instead of forgetting everything and staying in this world. Hahaha…. That’s why you’re a child. Fine, if you really want to know, then I’ll tell you. Take out your keys, the five keys that you have.

[4:13]

You said that you can’t remember how you obtained these, right? Is that really true? Can you really not remember seeing these keys before? Look carefully and think. Even if you can’t remember, it should still be left somewhere within you. If you wish to remember, bring it back. Who drew these keys back in the orphanage… it was you. At that time, who were your motifs? Before you came here, you met me, did you not meet anyone else? Remember it.

[5:25]

Did you remember it? Those keys were left to you as they sacrificed themselves. That’s why I said that it’s best not to know. It’s not always true that remembering everything and granting your wishes lead to happiness. You didn’t forget them because of no reason… It’s because it’s better and less painful to forget about it. There are too many painful memories to know everything. In this world and the outside world too. Don't cry. It’s not your fault. It's mine. Let's stay here because I'll protect you this time.

[7:01]

This will do. I don't think that she is wrong. For your sake I also think that I can support you, but I don't believe that this is the answer. I wonder if you'll criticise me as a cold hearted brother. However this is so that I can protect you. With that, if you could continue to see your dreams...

[7:56]

Ah, did I wake you up? It's alright, just sleep. Are you still crying? It's not as if you remembered everything. Why are you crying that much? Even if you can't remember it's still in your heart? It seems that you have strong feelings towards them like how they did to you. If your bonds were that strong, then I'm sure they don't have any regrets. Everyone must've thought that they could give everything for your sake. That's why they became into keys. There's no reason for you to blame yourself, so don't cry. I'm sure that's what they want to.

[9:11]

I see... That’s why you lose your memory. It seems that their wish for you to be happy, even if they disappear, was within those keys. The same goes for me. I don't want you to have any sad thoughts. However, that's why I don't want you to go beyond the door. I'll make you happy from now on so that...

[9:58]

Huh? What's that? There's something wrong. Also this smell? Ugh!? What? Huh, fire?! A fire outside the castle?! What's going on?! Why?! Ah, go away...! Disappear! Ugh..! I'm sorry, I'm fine, it's nothing... What should we do? At this rate... I see..! With magic! Ugh..!

[11:00]

The fires are too strong. Damn! What's the point of magic! Of being the Great Wizard! Am I eventually repeating the same memory to you?! What? Don't speak nonsense...! Where do you think we can run to? We can't extinguish the fire and the outer walls are in flames and there's no way to leave the castle! Where can we run in this situation?! Are you saying that you'd rather struggle more than be surrounded in this fire? I see... Before I failed because of that. At that time, it was okay not to be perfect, it was fine to be lame. It was fine to just struggle and find a way. I almost repeated the same mistake.... Let's go! If we can't go downstairs, we must go up. If we jump off from this room, there might be flames swirling down there but it's better than just waiting to be cinders. Let's go!

TRACK 10

As expected the flames haven't come up here yet, but it will soon. Half of the castle is already in flames. Even the room that we were just in is now... I hate fire... I have bad memories with fire. I don't know, what should we do? If we stay here, we'll eventually be suck in flames but... Don't make a crying face. Don't worry. I told you that I'll protect you. I won't let you go through this pain again. There's one way left for you and me to not get sucked in this fire.

[1:23]

I'll... Turn into a key. If I do that, then we can escape this situation. Don't worry. If you touch the key, then you will lose your memories. It seems that you'll be sent to the door as soon as you touch the key and lose your memories. So if you touch my key, you can go beyond the door. I wouldn't joke in this situation. Then do you have any other solution?

[2:11]

You don't. You look unsatisfied. Of course I wouldn't have said this if I wasn't certain. I knew that I was the sixth key. It's because this is what I want. I wished like an idiot, whilst laughing, to be the Great Wizard who knew everything about this world. However, I thought that if I knew everything, I could protect you. So that's why I wished that I could know every. Also the person who granted that wish in this world... Was you.

[3:11]

I thank you. Thanks to you, I feel like I can finally save you. This way might be unfair but I don't care as long as I can save you. I decided not to care about the method ever since I burnt all my past, memories and everything that time. There's no way to know what's beyond that door but if it's a place that grants wishes, a miracle like how I met you might occur. Believe in that miracle and I'll give my all to you. Why are you stopping me so desperately? Right now to you, I'm just a stranger. Even if you do acknowledge me as your brother, I don't deserve it. To me...

[4:25]

Ah, we don't have enough time to talk like this. Lastly, is it okay if I selfishly ask something? To be honest, I regret not hugging you when we separated back then. So this time... Let me hug you till I'm content before we separate. So that I can remember you properly. Why are you suddenly acting like a spoilt child? Didn't you hate being treated like a child? How many years has it been.... since you gave me a hug like this. Now I feel like I finally understand. It would’ve been better if I was like this earlier. I would’ve been the brother you wished if I simply just stayed by your side and gave you a hug.

[6:02]

What an idiot. I feel like I detoured. Why didn’t I realise this faster? If I realised it faster, then I wouldn’t have separated with you like this again. I wanted to be with you more. I wanted to do more for you. I wanted to share more experiences with you. I wanted to pull you out of that painful orphanage faster and I wanted to live in a small house together…. To wake up to the same sun in the same house, to eat together, to scold you who would bother my reading, yet to sometimes listen to your selfish requests and buy you stuff, to watch your sleeping face of dreaming something happy, to say ‘good morning’ to you in the next morning…….

[7:34]

I wanted to live like that while seeing you grow up…. till the day that your dreams would come true and be happy from the bottom of your heart. I wanted to protect you with these two hands. However, it’s fine now because this world granted that wish for me. For your sake who fulfilled this dream, I can always sacrifice my own body. This time, it’s my turn to fulfil your dream.

[8:33]

We’ve run out of time…. It’s time to part ways. Now, let go of my hand. You need to go forward, right? Then stop crying. Please don’t trouble me at a time like this… If you won’t let go, I won’t be able to fight this reluctance. What a troubling sister… hahaha… I have no choice, then I’ll cast one last magic for you. Look at my eyes. Yes, then close your eyes. Good girl. Although I did a poor job as a brother, there’s one thing that I’m proud of. I’ve always treasured you… more than anyone else. This time, the magic worked. Here, with this, it won’t be scary anymore.

[10:36]

At the instant you heard the key drop, his warmth disappeared. As you opened your eyes, you saw a single key in that place. As you unconsciously reached out to it, you suddenly remembered his words saying that if you touch the key, your memories will disappear. If you touch this key, then you’d forget that you had a brother and all the days you spent here in this castle. Because of this thought, you were reluctant in touching the key. At that moment…

[11:33]

‘You want to go forward, right? Then stop crying. I always told you to listen to your brother.’

As you could hear his voice from somewhere, you raised your head. However, you could not see him at all. Yet, you were certain that it was his voice. As big drops of tears fell, you carefully reached out for the key. In order to go beyond the doors.

[12:38]

When you regained your consciousness, you found yourself in front of the door. When you touch the key, you lose your memories; however, you still had memories of him. Like how he did not forget about you when he came to this world, you also did not lose your memories of him. ‘There are times when you’re happier if you forget’, his words were an important commencement for you. Not all of your memories came back, yet tears continued to flow from your eyes.

[13:33]

Maybe if you did lose your memories, then you wouldn’t be in such sadness and pain. However, you thought that you’re glad that you can remember him. You were glad that you didn’t lose your memories with him again. You wiped your tears and as you clutched the six keys, you stood up. You would open the door in order to keep that precious promise of yours.

‘Yes, it’s fine like that.  Take care of yourself.’ You were led by your brother’s kind voice.

TRACK 11

I’ve always been regretting the fact that I couldn’t protect my one and only precious sister. It was easy to blame the annoying adults, the environment, the period, anything. However, I actually knew that even if I exterminate those men and the dreadful orphanage, nothing would change. By doing so, I just needed a justification for not being able to protect you. I simply wanted to protect you. To protect you from the filthy hands of adults. I wanted to slit their dirty bodies with the silver knives that are used for dinner.

[1:14]

However, my passion always died whenever I grasped the knife. It’s not that my anger disappeared. That would never ever disappear. However, I realise what would happen if I would go against them. I would be persecuted by them and you would only be punished because of what I did. I thought of many ways. However, it all led to your downfall. I know that it was just an excuse though.

[2:21]

Because, if I just mindlessly held your hand and ran away with you that night, our conclusion might’ve turn out differently. However, I didn’t do that. From that moment, I suppressed my emotions bit by bit. As a result, that tragedy happened. The tragedy of losing you. The despaired me had no more reason to live on. Dragged into this world without knowing anything, I tried to die yet I couldn’t and at that moment when I was drowned in despair, my first and last miracle occurred.

[3:40]

Yes, I met you once again. The days that we spent together in the castle was a miracle to me. Although it was a short period, I was truly happy. I was happy because I could do everything that I wanted to yet I couldn't back then for you. 10 years has past, yet I finally felt like we were returning our lost time at the orphanage. Although it might have been horrible for you. I'm sorry for not being an ideal brother. I'm sorry for not protecting you back then. I'm sorry for not being with you when you were in pain. I'm sorry that I sought for my own convenience.

[4:55]

I have so much to apologize about. I feel like a really lame brother. Don't look at the past like me. You just need to look forward. I'll remember all the memories so you just go forward. Because, the time to open the door of truth has finally come. No matter what lies beyond that door, you'll be able to overcome it. It doesn't have to be this world, I pray that you'll be happy wherever you are. I hope that will make the slightest of atonement for my sin of killing you...